"i'm always torn between wanting to tell my story to everyone and let them know exactly what is in my head or keeping it to myself. the problem is, being outwardly unhappy - and consistently so, pushes people away, no matter if they say they’re always there to listen, there is only so much your best friends can listen to. on the other hand, to pretend that everything is fine is to poison yourself from the inside out; it is to ignore who you are and lose yourself. so which is better? to have friends that think you are melodramatic, seeking attention, and pessimistic, or to drown in your own mind? "
^^ yes turtles are snappy.
im sorry ive been ripping everyone’s heads off lately, even the smallest things piss me off. like im serious i can’t even explain why. maybe its because i never even get 30 seconds alone or without someone bursting through the door - and money is so tight atm but either way its bad, and i know im coming across rude but your just so stupid. theres this thing, its called knocking - try it. i have two presentations tomorrow and then im done until exams, which is always good, only problem is i haven’t started either properly. aaaaaaaaaaaand im finding out heaps of info to get my little bro up here, i get to ring him tonight :] but i am very snotty and have a runny nose -___- yuck. this weekend is supposed to be amazing, but i know im just gna rage out. idk whats wrong with me. my life is just one giant winge atm.
bonus i found wireless in my lounge :D yay!
so maybe i should re-name my blog ‘incoherent ramblings of an angry sick person’ seems lightly more approproiate. seriously tho i am in desperate need of more tissues, pain killers, throat losengers… most just tissues cos i swear to god i just blew a snot rocket the size of hongkong. i feel disgusting, like i need to feotal position for a few weeks. i mean you know your really sick when you volentarily put vics on yourself! fml. i miss my mum, and my bestfriend. ha funny word that isn’t it, cos unless best means
a) unable to reply to txts, phone calls, or get on a bus.
b) avoids conversations when i hit her up about it.
and c) is never around - then idk what a bestfriend is.
thug lyf.
(Source: areyoutryingtodeduceme, via theroadtowonderland)
BEST LINE OF THE EPISODE, or dare I say, MAYBE EVEN SEASON!
WTF Elena, I find it hard to believe that you were ever that happy.
Or that anyone is at that time in the morning.
“Fighting racism with racism- logic bitches” face palm is right, its like telling the nazis they were wrong dressed as the KKK. some people -_________-
so heres another hundy rant for you all to enjoy.
S T R E S S E D . ive been back a grand total of one day and im already wound tighter than a obese kid gone anorexic. honestly my mood swings make a schizophrenic on her period look normal -____- most people piss me off, dont get me wrong ive always been quite a hateful person, but lately i just can’t help but rip there heads off! probably doesn’t help that im rather sick, VERY sick. dying slowly in a foetal postion with tissues, panadol and strepsils in track pants - no one wants to die in track pants. so i am going to watch harry potter and lock myself in my bedroom. i jinx myself, i swear to god. go out and buy pain killers, bam then you need them. this is bullshit.
also im devastated that claus died on vampire diaries, this shit aint right! i love you claus! <3
stay tuned for part two when i rage because i cannot sleep even tho i am this ridiculously sick or because people log off facebook without saying good bye. YOU WOULDN’T JUST WALK AWAY FROM SOMEONE YOU WERE TALKING TO ON THE STREET MID-CONVO WOULD YOU!?
end bitches.
hold em back bro! gna smack the chat out of that stupid white bitch (i can only say this because i also am white) KIDDING. nah but seriously, that in itself is racist and ridiculous. m’dear i love you also! to the moon and back, your family are the least racist people i know xx much love <3
youre insecure, dont know what for
you’re turning heads when you walk through the door.
Dont need makeup to cover up
being the way that you are is enough
everyone else in the room can see it
(Source: swag-ilious, via d0nt-everr)
